
Don't get me wrong, I didn't have delusions that it would be a picnic, but I also didn't think I would feel like a dunce 95% of the time. It's like I am at the first day of learning to swim- never been in a pool before- and they have thrown me in and said, "now swim a perfect butterfly." I can't even dog paddle yet!!! I've been in school one real day (plus a week of "feel good" orientation) and I have read the equivalent of War and Peace. Help! I'm drowning here!